Parents always tell us not to focus on relationships because they aren’t important at our age and we should wait until we’re done with school to find someone, right now it’ll only distract you. But by that time comes, we aren’t young anymore. I think the best part about being young and in love is how deeply we feel. When you find someone you really like, you get really excited and jittery just to hear their voice. That moment where your heart stops when you finally have the guts to tell them you like them. That first kiss is like nothing you could ever explain, it’s too good to be true. But teenage love is like a roller coaster. It’s cliche but so true at the same time. You fight and scream and yell. You’re whole body just feels weak, with your heart hanging heavily. You fall asleep crying, thinking that nothing could be worse, feeling like you’ve hit rock bottom. Like I said before, we feel everything so deeply, even the pain. We let ourselves get hurt because we never knew how hard we would fall.
school goes back in two days, a new me. I will eat alot healthier and get into a proper excersize routine. But i don’t just want to change my outter appearance, inside too. I wanna be more positive, more laid-back and easy going, more bubbly and confident and happy. & this time i’m not just planning and saying it, it is going to happen ! I will be the me i always wanted to be despite every obstacle thrown my way :)